Why are the tears in my eye so hot.
What is this momentary feeling I am experiencing right now?

It's so mixed. I can't say it out. I can't write it out either.

Is it panic? Or is it confusion?

I can't get a grip on myself.
Something's happening & I don't know what.

Images of the past and present kept racing past my mind.

Recalls of the plot of fma keeps recurring in my head.

I can't stop it.

It is like I am living in a dream. A dream which I would never wake up from.

I stare into blank space.

What am I thinking?

Why am I mixing up reality and fantasy? It's not real. But the feelings I had was far

so..

real.


Drifting away into oblivion again..

"I started crying and I couldn't stop myself, started to run but there's nowehere to
run to."

I am trapped between the space of dream and reality..