It's 2012, 12 days into the new year and I experienced 2 of my most horrible days of my life.
I can't take any more trauma. I already had one a few months back and this one is equally taxing.
I am on an emotional roller-coaster these past few days. One more attack and I really am going to have a mental breakdown. My mind and body can only take so much stress.

I am so tired of fighting a war with myself every day. I could feel these thoughts incessantly meddling with my mind, dragging me down with every little word.


It hurts.